When Merriam-Webster announced surreal as the word of the year for 2016, it seemed to fit perfectly. I actually thought it may have been a little too light-hearted because it was nothing short of painful for me.
I’ll be honest and tell you that during the first part of the year, I really thought it was just me. I thought the rest of the world was fine and everyone was happy and enjoying life. Until I started sharing my pain. Continue reading
Reenactment of three conversations that I’ve had in the past two weeks:
“Toni! How’s blogging? What have you been writing about lately?”
“Blogging is great. I’ve taken some time off this fall but other than that, it’s great.”
“Oh wow. What are you writing about now?”
<My initial thought: “Did you just hear me say I took some time off this fall? That means I haven’t been writing.”>
“My last post was in August – it’s now November, I’m not sure that I’m actually writing about anything now.”
Cue the awkward silence. I haven’t been writing a lot. Writing is my therapy so if I haven’t been writing, it’s like I’ve missed some valuable therapy sessions. Those who are close to me know that something is probably very wrong in my world if I’m not writing, and I haven’t been writing in the past three months.
Because things were very wrong. Continue reading